This month is probably the hardest month for me to get through..
Yes, God has been speaking to me.. That is probably the only good thing that I've experienced this whole month..
I'm sure many of you know, the thing I hold dearest is "Friendship".. Past few weeks, friendship has not been working out for me..
Everytime when I'm out with you guys, I'm like there because I'm supposed to not because you want me to.. That is the feeling I'm getting..
When we first started, we were so close.. so bonded.. but now, yes you guys are still so ever close but I'm no longer part of this picture.. You might see that nothing is happening but that is because you are not the one undergoing what I'm feeling..
I thought I found true friendship that will last forever but I guess in the end, no matter how close you are with someone, the friendship will eventually fade away.. Probably it is not them, it is me who has the problem..
In the past, my mind and emotions tend to contradict each other but everytime, I choose the positive one.. Right now, my mind and emotions are both telling me the same negative things..
I dunno how to continue walking on.. God please help me..
Some people might ask, then why don't you confront them and tell them how you feel? Well, all I can say is, I'm fearful.. because for the past few times I feel that, and I spoke it out, all they said was I'm thinking too much.. Some even said "then I think you should not treat me as someone so close"
I don't want to voice it out is also because I don't want the friendship to turn into a sympathy act..
God, you say Love is powerful.. I don't feel it anymore..
Church: City Harvest Church (C.H.C)
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Primary School: MayFlower Primary
Secondary School: Ang Mo Kio Secondary
Polytechnic: Nanyang Polytechnic (DET)
Groups I'm In: Element 6
Legendary 5 Bros
Charmed
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Brothers of Destiny (B.O.D)
First Union
SOCGP
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Frisbee
Captain's Ball
Watching Movie
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Favourite Food: Pizza
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Cheese Fries
Satay
Roti Prata
Wanton Noodle
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Pink Dolphin
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Wang Lee Hom
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Lizzie Mcguire Movie
Raise Your Voice
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What Happened In Vegas
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